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| Went to Charleston yesterday and hung out. I saw Carrisia but only got to say hello, kinda strange. I guess I should have walked up to talk to her, but I ........idk one of these days im going to get a little confidence, lol. I tried to get her the presents I got her, but that didn’t work out either. I hung out with Caleb, I always seem to do that. Nothing new, just a little nervous. I'm afraid I'm going to fall back into my old ways if I'm not careful, but I think I'll get a boost soon. I just need someone to tell me where I stand from time to time, and what the rules are. Sometimes I wonder about myself, I think the rest of the world does to.
Peace
Vanella
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| Salutations,
Been a couple of slow days, not much has changed which is good. I'm feeling pretty good about my self right now, though a good friend of mine is going in for some risty heart surgury. I'm hoping he is gona make it, hes only 51. Well everythings looking good except that.
Peace
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| Well,
I've decided to take one of those leaps into cold water deals. I'm going out with Carissa. It was kinda spontanious, but I figured what the hay. Somthing good came along and I'm not gona push it away this time.
Peace
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| The Meeting at the landmark went pretty well, other then that not much is new. I talked to my father for the first time in a year and a half, I guess thats news. Not sure what to think about that, its kinda strange. He called and we talked about the same shit we used to, how he thinks the Neocons are hell bent on world domination, and the power struggles in Isreal, and the various boogiemen that plague his existence. Strange stuff. Well I couldnt break it to him I was a hippy, so I guess he'll have to find out some other time.
Peace
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| Well, I don't really have any problems, so I guess that shoots the main reason for having a xanga in the ass. I guess I'll develope some sorta issues pretty soon to make things intersting, or maybe I'll learn to spell. I really don't think that I have a shot of ever doing that. I guess thats my problem, hmm, its not very interesting. Sorry
Peace
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